So, tomorrow is my birthday. Everyday I think abt my life, future etc. And i really see a big difference between hw was earlier and now. Honestly, as i said I've changed, my lifeis changing, and my dreams come true. I used to believe that one day i'll see America, that i will have friends, that i will see London and Manchester, etc.
Honestly, now i'm happy because i have friends, but they all are far away from me :\ but it's okay. If earlier I was upset that i have no friends here, or it's difficult to me to chat and have smth in common with them, so now i know that really i'm different, they are different and we have nothing in common. And it's not my fault, i just live in another world, the real one. Where i'm happy.
I was thinking, how many happened with me in my 16. Gosh i'm only 16, and i already know where i will study. ( Moreover, i'll received an official letter from aubg ...Gosh the real Bulgarian letter frim American Uni O_O :33), i was on 2 concerts and ob both of them i received autographs, took photos and have smth. that will remind abt these great times. None of my previous "friends" can say tht they communicate with people from another countried, they are not interested in it... But i have ...have real friends. Noone can say that they obtained visa for themselves without any help of adults or parents.
I'm really thankful to my life, and people who turned me back into real life, who proved tht there is nothing impossible, and discovered ,yself as a really OMG super-crazy-funny person :))
And i'm happy now, because i proved tht i can do smth. Btw. now i don't care abt exams for our Ukrainian Unis cuz. i won't study in them. I'm happy tht i will study in another country. So, i'm not so stupid as smb. might think? And now i can say that i have a real life, and i know what i want.
I used to dream, and my life shows me and really does everything tht my dream could come true. Perhaps, i will never belive tht, once especially when i'm 16, i will have an opportunity to chat with and see and get acquainted with real Americans. I remember how i was 12 and watched Animal Cops on tv where they rescued animals, i liked to watch the Americans simple houses, i was eager to study in American college etc. Then at 14-15 I was super dreaming abt England, abt Manchester . I was so happy when i could chat with smn. from all these places. But i couldn't imagine tht i will have an opportunity to turn all of that into reality .
I see how my life shows my the right way. And anyway i'm not upset anymore that i have no friends here, and can't chat with them. I don't care about what people think about me. Because I know that i have real friends, and i'm a kind and honest person. If you don't want to see me real, so i can't help you.
And now other super wow gosh news . I have a cute English friend ( haha..finally not American :,D). And we got acquainted like a year ago. So, yesterday we both have sent letters to each other. OMH this is sooo exciting :DD And also after letters we will send to each other some package. AAAA. I can't wait for real English thing and stuff :)))
Moreover, we want, we'll try, we hope that i can maybe come to England...There are a lot of points we need to figure out . But, u know, i've imagined that i will have an opportunity to see the real super England with its streets, houses..and English accent :)) GOSH ! ENGLAND O.O And im only 16 ...was.
Other news, that i hope you all know my super passion to chemistry. I just like it because we have a really nice teacher. And for 4 or more idk yrs i wanted, studied, tried to prove, show tht im good at it. I was trying to study it really hard..and I even can't believe my ears...That now i'm good in chemistry. My dream and my aim came true. I used to dream to hear these words, to hear compliment from teacher who i like so much. And im so happy that she recognized me as a good student...but Im so happy :333
As i said earlier, i've already received an official letter from aubg... And i think that i will go to Bulgaria this fall to study on courses. We'll what it would be. And i hope at least next year i will have an awesome birthday, cuz. this year i even won't celebrate it :\ And moreover, i have a really bad thorethroat just before my b-day, so i even didn't go to school today. I should be so lucky....
Still hope for a miracle on b-day, but not really. :( Hope the person whose congratulation i want to see the most will write me...Anyway happy b-day to me :33
Life is not so bad tho...
I'm happy.
:D
Go England !
Friday, March 15, 2013
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Everything has happened
Dreams come true? Or how many times did i say, that nothing happens just like that...Hmmm...
Well, it's really strange and really awesome and unexpected situation! I've applied to American University in Bulgaria, and i didn't pass all the necessary tests really awesome but let it be.... When i received my results...Uhm i even can't say i was super-upset omg, nope..I thought okay, that's how it should be. :33...
BUT I KNEW IT :DDDD 1 month later i received message, first impression shock and just WHAT?
Well, this time the University wrote me, and my application was conditionally approved, yeah conditionally but anyway i didn't loose, that's my chance woohhooo..
Honest;y, i was really, really shocked , i was just what...2 messages saying smth abt visa etc... WHAT WHERE MOOOOOM IM GOING TO BULGARIA XDDDD
Then I was dancing i was shocked, and this sentence in my acceptance letter we were really impressed of your academical achievements..awww. :)
Well, in conclusion they proposed me to attend preparation English courses and after passing all the tests again i'll be officially student :333 And i think i'll take this opportunity...Here i go Bulgaria :D Ah, so excited and happy :) Thank u AUBG !!!
Despite there a lot of problems i need to figure out to receive visa and international passport ...but awww...just papers)
And other super-cool yaaay news :
Remember my super chemistry, that i love the most...!
Well first time in my life i received high mark on chemistry test ! I was so happy ..too mush happiness huh?
Ah, just too much information but okay
Then u know that i love create videos on different topics so this time ..! I was asked to create the video for local city competition..I was like OMG !! YYAAAAY Ah, I 'm growing ! They entrustem me to do that :33 as a talented students who likes this stuff ( Thanks to Art- teacher ^^ cuz she advised me to do the video :33) so cute love them :333
And moreover, idk where and how, but i have a lot of cool high marks on chemistry..
It's like u know all my dreams came true...
Ahahah..otr probable my teacher was afraid of my ghost xDD Cuz i said that if this year i wont get high mark on chemistry, my ghost would live in this school forever :DDD
So, i really have a lot of news and cant still realize or can ..But i'm happy can't wait to start my studying in aubg. But i didnt finish my school yet what r u talking abt? Ah, strange feeling to sit on lesson and realize that yaay u've already accepted :333
By the way, dreams really come true, especially when u don't expect for them . :33
Yaay....
And other super-cute -awesome - wow stuff....The super-cool American again liked my status cuz i've mentioned abt her super really aww awesome ability to be a theater actress ( idk if i say it right :\). And AWWW THAT'S MADE ME HAPPY AND CRYING :,3 Haha, it's crazy, but it's just a small stuff that make me soo happy :3
See u soon...
Oh, and on my English course we had talk or lesson with American woow? :DDD It was cool, aw as usual, Americans yaay...We talked abt politic stuff abt America and I was listening to this super American accent :,3
That's all..for now
Well, it's really strange and really awesome and unexpected situation! I've applied to American University in Bulgaria, and i didn't pass all the necessary tests really awesome but let it be.... When i received my results...Uhm i even can't say i was super-upset omg, nope..I thought okay, that's how it should be. :33...
BUT I KNEW IT :DDDD 1 month later i received message, first impression shock and just WHAT?
Well, this time the University wrote me, and my application was conditionally approved, yeah conditionally but anyway i didn't loose, that's my chance woohhooo..
Honest;y, i was really, really shocked , i was just what...2 messages saying smth abt visa etc... WHAT WHERE MOOOOOM IM GOING TO BULGARIA XDDDD
Then I was dancing i was shocked, and this sentence in my acceptance letter we were really impressed of your academical achievements..awww. :)
Well, in conclusion they proposed me to attend preparation English courses and after passing all the tests again i'll be officially student :333 And i think i'll take this opportunity...Here i go Bulgaria :D Ah, so excited and happy :) Thank u AUBG !!!
Despite there a lot of problems i need to figure out to receive visa and international passport ...but awww...just papers)
And other super-cool yaaay news :
Remember my super chemistry, that i love the most...!
Well first time in my life i received high mark on chemistry test ! I was so happy ..too mush happiness huh?
Ah, just too much information but okay
Then u know that i love create videos on different topics so this time ..! I was asked to create the video for local city competition..I was like OMG !! YYAAAAY Ah, I 'm growing ! They entrustem me to do that :33 as a talented students who likes this stuff ( Thanks to Art- teacher ^^ cuz she advised me to do the video :33) so cute love them :333
And moreover, idk where and how, but i have a lot of cool high marks on chemistry..
It's like u know all my dreams came true...
Ahahah..otr probable my teacher was afraid of my ghost xDD Cuz i said that if this year i wont get high mark on chemistry, my ghost would live in this school forever :DDD
So, i really have a lot of news and cant still realize or can ..But i'm happy can't wait to start my studying in aubg. But i didnt finish my school yet what r u talking abt? Ah, strange feeling to sit on lesson and realize that yaay u've already accepted :333
By the way, dreams really come true, especially when u don't expect for them . :33
Yaay....
And other super-cute -awesome - wow stuff....The super-cool American again liked my status cuz i've mentioned abt her super really aww awesome ability to be a theater actress ( idk if i say it right :\). And AWWW THAT'S MADE ME HAPPY AND CRYING :,3 Haha, it's crazy, but it's just a small stuff that make me soo happy :3
See u soon...
Oh, and on my English course we had talk or lesson with American woow? :DDD It was cool, aw as usual, Americans yaay...We talked abt politic stuff abt America and I was listening to this super American accent :,3
That's all..for now
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Life is Beautiful
I'm crying cuz. of happiness. Nothing so special happened, but so simple stuff made me the happiest ...so happy ...I haven't this feeling since camp. I've just felt happiness , i'm so happy ...that ...i swooned...hahah...almost..
What has happened ...Well, I had a project work in school about Leadership...I knew that yup, i need this topic, cuz. i was highly-interested in it. To begin with, I prepared myself really good, cuz. it was interesting.... I'm really thankful to communication skills classes in AUBG camp, cuz. We talked there about leadership, we even prepared a speech at the end of week :3 So, it wasn't so hard to recognize all of that. And i've used that experience as well. I remember how we talked and watched there about M.L.King's speech " I have a dream", as we discussed that.So, preparing here, I was eager to share my experience and knowledge from camp. I was telling about M.L.King as a great leader about J.Kennedy etc....
I was telling my speech so exiting, and interesting. Thanks to com.skills classes....
I've received the HIGHEST mark!! Our teacher is really strict and it's hard to get high mark, cuz. u should really know what are u talking about...And this is the first time EVER when i got this mark.. And this is the first time when she put this kind of mark (as far as i remember) .THE HIGHEST the most most most most highest.
I'm so proud :,)
But it's not the end ....
After that I shared on facebook about this cool experience...
And then...Omg ...Ahahah...IT WAS OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.......
Katelyn from camp and other PC Volunteer from camp too (cool dude) they both liked my post....Nothing special...huh...BUT I WAS SO SHOCKED that my blood pressure just jumped ahaha..I was almost crying... Idk. perhaps from shock cuz. i didn't expect THAT ! But ...It made me so so so happy :3333
And what's next I shared my huge happiness with my left-handed friend from Bulgaria about that...And guess what, then she wrote how we really love our Bulgarian volunteers ( that's true ALL OF THEM ...:)) And sure, she tagged me there -_- cuz. she wrote how exited i was and i am ....ahaha...And then Katelyn commented that..
Omg ..it's really seems like ....what...HAAAAAPPINESS...
So, Im just dancing on my computer table ....And guess what ....I'm happy !
I do Love Americans ^___^
Life is Beautiful!
What has happened ...Well, I had a project work in school about Leadership...I knew that yup, i need this topic, cuz. i was highly-interested in it. To begin with, I prepared myself really good, cuz. it was interesting.... I'm really thankful to communication skills classes in AUBG camp, cuz. We talked there about leadership, we even prepared a speech at the end of week :3 So, it wasn't so hard to recognize all of that. And i've used that experience as well. I remember how we talked and watched there about M.L.King's speech " I have a dream", as we discussed that.So, preparing here, I was eager to share my experience and knowledge from camp. I was telling about M.L.King as a great leader about J.Kennedy etc....
I was telling my speech so exiting, and interesting. Thanks to com.skills classes....
I've received the HIGHEST mark!! Our teacher is really strict and it's hard to get high mark, cuz. u should really know what are u talking about...And this is the first time EVER when i got this mark.. And this is the first time when she put this kind of mark (as far as i remember) .THE HIGHEST the most most most most highest.
I'm so proud :,)
But it's not the end ....
After that I shared on facebook about this cool experience...
And then...Omg ...Ahahah...IT WAS OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.......
Katelyn from camp and other PC Volunteer from camp too (cool dude) they both liked my post....Nothing special...huh...BUT I WAS SO SHOCKED that my blood pressure just jumped ahaha..I was almost crying... Idk. perhaps from shock cuz. i didn't expect THAT ! But ...It made me so so so happy :3333
And what's next I shared my huge happiness with my left-handed friend from Bulgaria about that...And guess what, then she wrote how we really love our Bulgarian volunteers ( that's true ALL OF THEM ...:)) And sure, she tagged me there -_- cuz. she wrote how exited i was and i am ....ahaha...And then Katelyn commented that..
Omg ..it's really seems like ....what...HAAAAAPPINESS...
So, Im just dancing on my computer table ....And guess what ....I'm happy !
I do Love Americans ^___^
Life is Beautiful!
Monday, January 14, 2013
Small-walking
Well, after couple my "vacation" weeks, finally i decided to go somewhere....Cuz. i'm sitting all day near computer and studying, learning, practicing etc.
The main problem now is that i can't manage my time-schedule at all....at all...
I'm sort of person who prefer to work at night, u know no noise, nobody disturbs u, silence...
As i said my "creative" time is 4 Am....Then i started to draw till 7 Am
Well, not cool
But i can't do anything at day, cuz. well, everything just catch ur attention and u forget about ur work .
So, after some kind of lazy-wake up, nope, i can't imagine how would it be when i come back to school , and school is...on Tuesday ....omg O___O i have to do homework ahah...
But while my studying i even couldn't see any vacations...okayy...
Well, today i met with my friend from my class, and we went for some presents for my foreign friends... :33
I've bought some special Ukrainian souvenirs but it's not enough U_u
Can't find a lot of these stuff here ..in Ukraine...woah..
But smth, i found..
Then we went to eat smth. and guess what ahaha..
as usual in cafe starts to play music that makes me remember about my past life, good memories....or missing memories At first it was beatles- fool car and then Lady in red ...*___*
Then a little bit more walking, photos, snow, and bye bye...
idk...it's different ...if u know what i'm talking about ...
But anyway it was nice...
The main problem now is that i can't manage my time-schedule at all....at all...
I'm sort of person who prefer to work at night, u know no noise, nobody disturbs u, silence...
As i said my "creative" time is 4 Am....Then i started to draw till 7 Am
Well, not cool
But i can't do anything at day, cuz. well, everything just catch ur attention and u forget about ur work .
So, after some kind of lazy-wake up, nope, i can't imagine how would it be when i come back to school , and school is...on Tuesday ....omg O___O i have to do homework ahah...
But while my studying i even couldn't see any vacations...okayy...
Well, today i met with my friend from my class, and we went for some presents for my foreign friends... :33
I've bought some special Ukrainian souvenirs but it's not enough U_u
Can't find a lot of these stuff here ..in Ukraine...woah..
But smth, i found..
Then we went to eat smth. and guess what ahaha..
as usual in cafe starts to play music that makes me remember about my past life, good memories....or missing memories At first it was beatles- fool car and then Lady in red ...*___*
Then a little bit more walking, photos, snow, and bye bye...
idk...it's different ...if u know what i'm talking about ...
But anyway it was nice...
Friday, January 11, 2013
New Year=New Life=New Opportunities
Right, it's 2013 now.And i've decided to make a simple schedule like u know...things i'm thankful for...things that happened to me this year or just what i've learned etc.
1. A lot of things have changed including me, well after flex where i haven't gone to US, i realized it's not all, so last year i've learned actually It was my First step into another world, into new opportunities. Just simple advices are to be yourself, to be happy and to be leader. I'm thankful for all these crazy-waiting days. Firstly, after flex all documents, deadlines etc. important stuff seem to me not so difficult. Moreover i don't panic now :D - Take it easy. It was really a good lesson for my life and ...anyway, just go through all difficulties they r not so hard as they seem to be...
2. Abroad is another life.. completely another people...another cultures... And i like it....After becoming friends with people from another countries i started to be interested in their countries. Btw. they became to me smth. more then just name of a country...
3. Well thanks for Bulgaria, and for Americans and my ALL friends... The best summer ever, and another feelings...Not jealousy feeling right? Feeling when you are truly happy with all your heart. You are happy! You are HAPPY! Nobody looks at you , everyone is as they want to be...no rumors... Seems like a dream but....dudes just begin to be happy...and show you real....Stop this jealous feeling, pessimism..It's not who you are. There is another world, completely.
4. No panic
5.I love Kiev...cuz. of all buildings that are situated almost nearby each other..and it's a big city though xD...but thanks to memories...Love Kiev.
6. Became to be more independent. Just begin with Bulgaria...cuz. i've almost done everything for myself...i mean i found information, found site..and soo? So? Just did it ...I wrote a small letter directly to camp-director cuz. i needed more information...I gathered all the necessary documents for visa...I got visa without any these tourists companies....Well thank you.
7. Concert of Marilyn Manson....etc....:33
8.Realized that mostly my friends are far away from me...people who understand me and ..aww..i miss each of you :*
9. My pen-pails friends are closer for me ............ even we haven't seen each other but we communicate everyday...well
10. Realized that i have to run away from here...Nope, I love Ukraine more that just love...it's MY country...just i hate corruption and unfair attitude to simple people. When really person who is smart can't afford or go to our university cuz. of corruption ...you'll have to pay if you want to pass exam not everywhere not everytime but ....it happens, unfortunately, a lot of times. And not serious attitude on ,....well just most of things are depend on how many acquaintances you have in these centers,companies, competitions....
And my wish list for this year, or thing i'd like to do
1. To play guitar
2. Visit more concerts ...to be happy...etc.
3. More Americans
4. Enter to University
5. To meet with all my friends again
6. Hope that peace will win sometime
7. To draw more ...well i've started to draw finally..or idk first time...FIRST.... i can say that i love drawing cuz. my creativity time begins at 4. am :D
8. Start to learn Greek, Latin...and perhaps other languages
9.Hope that everything wasn't just like that ;)
10.Hope this year most of my dreams will come true too...
Hope everybody's good dreams, wishes will come true. Wish you a good year, and sometime everybody will be happy ....
1. A lot of things have changed including me, well after flex where i haven't gone to US, i realized it's not all, so last year i've learned actually It was my First step into another world, into new opportunities. Just simple advices are to be yourself, to be happy and to be leader. I'm thankful for all these crazy-waiting days. Firstly, after flex all documents, deadlines etc. important stuff seem to me not so difficult. Moreover i don't panic now :D - Take it easy. It was really a good lesson for my life and ...anyway, just go through all difficulties they r not so hard as they seem to be...
2. Abroad is another life.. completely another people...another cultures... And i like it....After becoming friends with people from another countries i started to be interested in their countries. Btw. they became to me smth. more then just name of a country...
3. Well thanks for Bulgaria, and for Americans and my ALL friends... The best summer ever, and another feelings...Not jealousy feeling right? Feeling when you are truly happy with all your heart. You are happy! You are HAPPY! Nobody looks at you , everyone is as they want to be...no rumors... Seems like a dream but....dudes just begin to be happy...and show you real....Stop this jealous feeling, pessimism..It's not who you are. There is another world, completely.
4. No panic
5.I love Kiev...cuz. of all buildings that are situated almost nearby each other..and it's a big city though xD...but thanks to memories...Love Kiev.
6. Became to be more independent. Just begin with Bulgaria...cuz. i've almost done everything for myself...i mean i found information, found site..and soo? So? Just did it ...I wrote a small letter directly to camp-director cuz. i needed more information...I gathered all the necessary documents for visa...I got visa without any these tourists companies....Well thank you.
7. Concert of Marilyn Manson....etc....:33
8.Realized that mostly my friends are far away from me...people who understand me and ..aww..i miss each of you :*
9. My pen-pails friends are closer for me ............ even we haven't seen each other but we communicate everyday...well
10. Realized that i have to run away from here...Nope, I love Ukraine more that just love...it's MY country...just i hate corruption and unfair attitude to simple people. When really person who is smart can't afford or go to our university cuz. of corruption ...you'll have to pay if you want to pass exam not everywhere not everytime but ....it happens, unfortunately, a lot of times. And not serious attitude on ,....well just most of things are depend on how many acquaintances you have in these centers,companies, competitions....
And my wish list for this year, or thing i'd like to do
1. To play guitar
2. Visit more concerts ...to be happy...etc.
3. More Americans
4. Enter to University
5. To meet with all my friends again
6. Hope that peace will win sometime
7. To draw more ...well i've started to draw finally..or idk first time...FIRST.... i can say that i love drawing cuz. my creativity time begins at 4. am :D
8. Start to learn Greek, Latin...and perhaps other languages
9.Hope that everything wasn't just like that ;)
10.Hope this year most of my dreams will come true too...
Hope everybody's good dreams, wishes will come true. Wish you a good year, and sometime everybody will be happy ....
Sunday, December 23, 2012
The Last Day on Earth
I still can't realize and believe, that it happened to me. It's like a dream.....
Thursday, December 20th...2012
Marilyn Manson gives the first concert in Kiev.
1.30 PM
Outside is -20C but I had to to try to find hotel where the all band stayed. I knew the name of hotel..but i was in another city. As soon as I realized I've gone the completely wrong way....thanks to map in city i found the right way and since 20 minutes i was nearby 5* Hotel.
There were couple people who also waited for band....And as I came to hotel entrance as AT THIS VERY MOMENT suddenly Fred ( bassist) came out. I was like ...Oh my God....I'm in time....I couldn't believe..I saw at least someone.
- Сan you sign it please?
- Sure.....it's cold
-Yeahh....Thank you !
I asked him for autograph...then everybody asked for mediator...I also asked for one. I was shocked and happy. I got smth. yeeaaahh.... I knew that, i didn't get my pens, cuz i had one....and this my only pen just fallen and has broken down. Okay
After some minutes appeared Jason (drummer ) from the corner. I asked for his autograph too....He even had his own gold highlight. And also he gave another mediator. Woohhooo...
Then other fans have gone away and i stayed near hotel with other fan. there were only two of us.
It was very very cold...to stay outside all the time..and waited for band...Then their staff...the guy who is responsible for technic came out. I was staying near door...waited ..waited.. The other fan knew him and they had a small talk..then he said...-oh..cold? ....Are you here for the same ? .....Then he gave me another one mediator....Thank you....But it was a big surprise for me.
It was soooo colddd....we entered to hotel and sat inside...Oh...this hotel was really luxury...
We sat like that for about 2 hours
3.30PM
We were sitting on sofa....In front of us sat this technic guy......after 5 minutes he came to me and gave me Autograph of Marilyn Manson....I COULDN'T BELIEVE OH. MY GOSH Oo...IT was too much that I could imagine...THANK YOU .... I was sitting, i was shocked, i was happy...."Where am I ? " I couldn't imagine about Marilyn Manson's autograph...but i got it Oo
- Thank you so much...you made me very happy...can you say what does this card mean?
- Welcome...oh, this card is in vip pocket..but someone leaved it..so you are very lucky that you got it.
I 'm VERY lucky....I COULDN"T IMAGINE ..
4.00PM
We knew that Mr. Manson wasn't in hotel..cuz. other fans said that they've seen him already in another place. I waited for Twiggy Ramirez ...cuz. i hadn't seen him yet.....
- Oh, my gosh is this Manson ?
O_O...O_O ....WHAT?
- Marilyn Manson!!
Where what????.....
ahhhhh..I knew it..he had to be still in hotel...but ..but ..what?it was HIM!!?
We came to him closely..I saw him FACE TO FACE....just like that Marilyn Manson..He was with Lindsay and security...But i saw him..very closely...Oo.Well..he was in a hurry...and we knew that he didn't give any autographs photos if you haven't golden ticket..But it's quite understandable..Anyway i was too shocked to meet him...Still..can't realize I saw Marilyn Manson....He...who is such a big rock star..he who made this music...he whose songs concerts were sometimes forbidden.and how in 90th there were a lot of protests....I can't believe ...It was a dream.
Brian was in green cap, black coat, black jeans, black t-shirt. and brown sunglasses ...How don't they get cold it's -20C ! ??Oh, Americans... I saw him so closely...Was it real? Also he shook the hand of other fan..just near me...he looked at me ....And they have gone away...BUT WE'VE JUST SEEN MARILYN MANSON...WE WERE TOOOOOOO SURPRISED... shock.
We were trying to take photo with him, i don't know why, but it was like reflex, so I asked for an autograph ( i forgot tht i've already have them).
then Marilyn Manson looked at me, then on guy nearby me, and guess what. Brian shaked the hand of this guy....well he might not to wash his hand after shaking hands with Manson.
I clearly can remember that Marilyn Manson said to us :
- See you afterwards.
And he disappeared in the exit of the hotel. Of course, outside were some jpurnalist, and paparazzi. It was so strange to touch this, another world, the world of popularity.
What can I say....is that Marilyn looks really really awesome....He isn't fat at all...as a lot of people say...He's handsome.
Then we came out from hotel....We still waited for Twiggy....
4.30 pm
The band started to gather. We came in hotel again xD ....This time i asked them for some pictures ...cuz i hadn't them...only their autographs..
Oh, they are very very kind and polite., and handsome, and awesome ..etc. No, really they weren't like "stars" , they were quite simple people. That surprised me a bit ....:) We asked for another one mediator...this time it was Twiggy's. Oh, yeaahh....
And we started to take pictures..i was so still in shock that i only could say ....thank you so much, please....
But FINALLY Twiggy came ...FINALLY ..We've been waited for him for a lot of hours ...
We asked for photo..And I realized...THE LAST CHANCE I HAD TO SAY SMTH. MORE THAN PLEASE...
- Ohh..you are real..
- Noooo..I'm not...I've made from .....from ...mmmmm
- from gold
-plastic...I've made from plastic and gold...
Oh, he's cute ...:D
Then we stood nearby and i was just repeating to myself all the time...YOU RIGHT NOW just realize with WHO you are standing nearby...heey..heyy...
Then they came out from the hotel...and we also have gone away... I was dancing on street, i couldn't imagine what just happened....fairytale.
Here is set-list
1. Hey, Cruel World…
2. Disposable Teens
3. The Love Song
4. No Reflection
5. mOBSCENE
6. The Dope Show
7. Slo-Mo-Tion
8. Rock Is Dead
9. Personal Jesus
10. The Last Day On Earth
11. Sweet Dreams
12. Coma White
13. Antichrist Superstar
14. The Beautiful People
15. King Kill 33 (intro)
16. Irresponsible Hate Anthem
Concert was amazing, Marilyn Manson...changed his suits all the time...decorations...marvelous show. By the way, i'd like to say that Manson has a good show, and good voice..he's artistic .....Oh, what am i saying...He's Marilyn Manson..
Crowd was singing all the time....Many time Manson said Kiev, thank you etc. I was singing, dancing, yes it's rock..Awesome atmosphere !
What was a huge surprise is when Marilyn sang The Last Day on Earth
- Oh, i know it's the last day on Earth ....
It was acoustic version..he sang + Twiggy's guitar...Beautiful... Marilyn took black cloth on his face and sang this way. The last day on Earth....
Coma white was also awesome...Long black coat, black hat, snow .....
Sweet dreams...as all fan zone had small bright green flashlights ..It was so beautiful...flashmob. Darkness and flashlights..Sweet dreams are made of this ....
......Personal Jesus ...Rock is dead Everybody sang rich out and touch faith...energy ....huuuge energy
Then Antichrist superstar... Special tribune where sang....laid Manson..
Everybody clapped in tact and repeated Hey, hey........ hey
Also, Marilyn Manson was really really artistic..well he also laid on everything he could to..and did everything he wanted to..
he laid on speaker(column) and lying on his back put his feet behind his head...
Aw, also his red suit as priest...
Fred was jumping all the time playing guitar, Twiggy was artistic...
Darkness.....Marilyn Manson appeared holding 4 big red clothes
- Are you ready, the beautiful people ...
Hey you ....everybody sang again, danced, energy...
The end.
- It's the last day on Earth, and i think you deserve another one song
We love hate
we hate love
We love hate
we hate love
We love hate
we hate love
Crowd repeated all the time....Energy...and yes ...Irresponsible hate Anthem...
No words to describe this atmosphere!It was such a pleasure to hear 2 more songs..cuz. in Russia they didn't sing them...:333 Moreover, song The Last Day on Earth was sung only TWICE First time in December, 1998....And Second time in Kiev December 2012. Isn't it cool, huh? To be witness of such a big event.
And also in the end of concert MM made the sign of the cross of all of us as priest ...so cute :3
In the end the rest of band throw mediators, papers, bottles etc. into the crowd.
After concert some fans stayed, and waited for MM for 2 hours till midnight. He waved to them, smiled, and said good bye..But i was already in subway listening to MM in my mp3.
This day was one of the happiest days in my life...I still still can't believe in everything,,,and i can't realized...i can''t..
Thanks to Mr. Manson for this big show, and cheap prices
Hope to see them again in Spring ....
Thursday, December 20th...2012
Marilyn Manson gives the first concert in Kiev.
1.30 PM
Outside is -20C but I had to to try to find hotel where the all band stayed. I knew the name of hotel..but i was in another city. As soon as I realized I've gone the completely wrong way....thanks to map in city i found the right way and since 20 minutes i was nearby 5* Hotel.
There were couple people who also waited for band....And as I came to hotel entrance as AT THIS VERY MOMENT suddenly Fred ( bassist) came out. I was like ...Oh my God....I'm in time....I couldn't believe..I saw at least someone.
- Сan you sign it please?
- Sure.....it's cold
-Yeahh....Thank you !
I asked him for autograph...then everybody asked for mediator...I also asked for one. I was shocked and happy. I got smth. yeeaaahh.... I knew that, i didn't get my pens, cuz i had one....and this my only pen just fallen and has broken down. Okay
After some minutes appeared Jason (drummer ) from the corner. I asked for his autograph too....He even had his own gold highlight. And also he gave another mediator. Woohhooo...
Then other fans have gone away and i stayed near hotel with other fan. there were only two of us.
It was very very cold...to stay outside all the time..and waited for band...Then their staff...the guy who is responsible for technic came out. I was staying near door...waited ..waited.. The other fan knew him and they had a small talk..then he said...-oh..cold? ....Are you here for the same ? .....Then he gave me another one mediator....Thank you....But it was a big surprise for me.
It was soooo colddd....we entered to hotel and sat inside...Oh...this hotel was really luxury...
We sat like that for about 2 hours
3.30PM
We were sitting on sofa....In front of us sat this technic guy......after 5 minutes he came to me and gave me Autograph of Marilyn Manson....I COULDN'T BELIEVE OH. MY GOSH Oo...IT was too much that I could imagine...THANK YOU .... I was sitting, i was shocked, i was happy...."Where am I ? " I couldn't imagine about Marilyn Manson's autograph...but i got it Oo
- Thank you so much...you made me very happy...can you say what does this card mean?
- Welcome...oh, this card is in vip pocket..but someone leaved it..so you are very lucky that you got it.I 'm VERY lucky....I COULDN"T IMAGINE ..
4.00PM
We knew that Mr. Manson wasn't in hotel..cuz. other fans said that they've seen him already in another place. I waited for Twiggy Ramirez ...cuz. i hadn't seen him yet.....
- Oh, my gosh is this Manson ?
O_O...O_O ....WHAT?
- Marilyn Manson!!
Where what????.....
ahhhhh..I knew it..he had to be still in hotel...but ..but ..what?it was HIM!!?
We came to him closely..I saw him FACE TO FACE....just like that Marilyn Manson..He was with Lindsay and security...But i saw him..very closely...Oo.Well..he was in a hurry...and we knew that he didn't give any autographs photos if you haven't golden ticket..But it's quite understandable..Anyway i was too shocked to meet him...Still..can't realize I saw Marilyn Manson....He...who is such a big rock star..he who made this music...he whose songs concerts were sometimes forbidden.and how in 90th there were a lot of protests....I can't believe ...It was a dream.Brian was in green cap, black coat, black jeans, black t-shirt. and brown sunglasses ...How don't they get cold it's -20C ! ??Oh, Americans... I saw him so closely...Was it real? Also he shook the hand of other fan..just near me...he looked at me ....And they have gone away...BUT WE'VE JUST SEEN MARILYN MANSON...WE WERE TOOOOOOO SURPRISED... shock.
We were trying to take photo with him, i don't know why, but it was like reflex, so I asked for an autograph ( i forgot tht i've already have them).
then Marilyn Manson looked at me, then on guy nearby me, and guess what. Brian shaked the hand of this guy....well he might not to wash his hand after shaking hands with Manson.
I clearly can remember that Marilyn Manson said to us :
- See you afterwards.
And he disappeared in the exit of the hotel. Of course, outside were some jpurnalist, and paparazzi. It was so strange to touch this, another world, the world of popularity.
What can I say....is that Marilyn looks really really awesome....He isn't fat at all...as a lot of people say...He's handsome.
Then we came out from hotel....We still waited for Twiggy....
4.30 pm
The band started to gather. We came in hotel again xD ....This time i asked them for some pictures ...cuz i hadn't them...only their autographs..
Oh, they are very very kind and polite., and handsome, and awesome ..etc. No, really they weren't like "stars" , they were quite simple people. That surprised me a bit ....:) We asked for another one mediator...this time it was Twiggy's. Oh, yeaahh....
And we started to take pictures..i was so still in shock that i only could say ....thank you so much, please....
But FINALLY Twiggy came ...FINALLY ..We've been waited for him for a lot of hours ...
We asked for photo..And I realized...THE LAST CHANCE I HAD TO SAY SMTH. MORE THAN PLEASE...
- Ohh..you are real..
- Noooo..I'm not...I've made from .....from ...mmmmm
- from gold
-plastic...I've made from plastic and gold...
Oh, he's cute ...:D
Then we stood nearby and i was just repeating to myself all the time...YOU RIGHT NOW just realize with WHO you are standing nearby...heey..heyy...
Then they came out from the hotel...and we also have gone away... I was dancing on street, i couldn't imagine what just happened....fairytale.
5.30 pm
I went to the center with a lot of shops etc...Then i went to McFoxy to eat a little bit ..cuz.from the morning i haven't eaten smth at all. I was repeating screaming...i've seen them face to face....it's a dream..HUUUGE DREAM...it's real.....wooaahhh....
Guess what..then i checked Fred's instagram and they or only Fred were there ....some hours ago.. In this place. while i was sitting in hotel ..In McFoxy..cuz. he took picture of this stand..But ....oh, no it's dream...
Then i've lost again in city cuz it was too dark outside and i also didn't know this city well....Somehow i found the right way....thanks to map in my broken mobile. ...
7.00 pm
I came to Sport Palace where the concert had to be. After double security check ..finally i came on. There weren't a lot of people. I was walking on 1st floor ...came to stand with t-shirts and these stuff....and it seemed to me..that i've seen this staff man ....i wasn't sure but i was surprised to meet him again.
Then i stood in palace and just talking to mobile hone......AND guess what.... I've received another one mediator Oo...I was just talking ......omg..THANK you.......I was very surprised that he recognized me and gave me Twiggy's mediator..:)))
In conclusion..All Marilyn Manson's stuff, band members and Brian too are very very good, kind and understandable people. They are not rude or angry. They are helpful and not like "cool stars". So, everything was false...they are really another and they aren't aggressive or so on...They are very very kind and generous ....I can say only good words about them..I have a really good impression.
7.30 pm
I got my place in concert. And concert started with warming-up ...A lot of people were against her on concert by the way..on her 4 song..All started to scream " Manson, Manson' ....
Then staff changed the stage for Marilyn....Big black curtain..
Ooooonnneee...twwwooooo.....yeaahh...ooonnnee...twwwoooo...
Haha..i've been waiting for this guy..his ooooooooneeeee..twwwoooo....:D
8.30 pm
Hey Cruel World...
It began ! ....
All sector stood up!! We weren't sitting at all....We stood all concert ...all! and danced, sang....yes!
I really liked it, we were quite active, and it was good to be in sector cuz actually it was like fan zone ....cuz. we stood all together but there weren't any slam etc...it was good to see Marilyn on stage...good view ...good audience..no broken ribs...awesome !
Also, the audience was very different...there were teens and older people who are in their 40s. It was so strange to see band on stage in their suits...when i saw them in jeans, t-shirts ....
7.30 pm
I got my place in concert. And concert started with warming-up ...A lot of people were against her on concert by the way..on her 4 song..All started to scream " Manson, Manson' ....
Then staff changed the stage for Marilyn....Big black curtain..
Ooooonnneee...twwwooooo.....yeaahh...ooonnnee...twwwoooo...
Haha..i've been waiting for this guy..his ooooooooneeeee..twwwoooo....:D
8.30 pm
Hey Cruel World...
It began ! ....
All sector stood up!! We weren't sitting at all....We stood all concert ...all! and danced, sang....yes!
I really liked it, we were quite active, and it was good to be in sector cuz actually it was like fan zone ....cuz. we stood all together but there weren't any slam etc...it was good to see Marilyn on stage...good view ...good audience..no broken ribs...awesome !Also, the audience was very different...there were teens and older people who are in their 40s. It was so strange to see band on stage in their suits...when i saw them in jeans, t-shirts ....
1. Hey, Cruel World…
2. Disposable Teens
3. The Love Song
4. No Reflection
5. mOBSCENE
6. The Dope Show
7. Slo-Mo-Tion
8. Rock Is Dead
9. Personal Jesus
10. The Last Day On Earth
11. Sweet Dreams
12. Coma White
13. Antichrist Superstar
14. The Beautiful People
15. King Kill 33 (intro)
16. Irresponsible Hate Anthem
Concert was amazing, Marilyn Manson...changed his suits all the time...decorations...marvelous show. By the way, i'd like to say that Manson has a good show, and good voice..he's artistic .....Oh, what am i saying...He's Marilyn Manson..
Crowd was singing all the time....Many time Manson said Kiev, thank you etc. I was singing, dancing, yes it's rock..Awesome atmosphere !
What was a huge surprise is when Marilyn sang The Last Day on Earth
- Oh, i know it's the last day on Earth ....
It was acoustic version..he sang + Twiggy's guitar...Beautiful... Marilyn took black cloth on his face and sang this way. The last day on Earth....
Coma white was also awesome...Long black coat, black hat, snow .....
Sweet dreams...as all fan zone had small bright green flashlights ..It was so beautiful...flashmob. Darkness and flashlights..Sweet dreams are made of this ....
......Personal Jesus ...Rock is dead Everybody sang rich out and touch faith...energy ....huuuge energy
Then Antichrist superstar... Special tribune where sang....laid Manson..
Everybody clapped in tact and repeated Hey, hey........ hey
Also, Marilyn Manson was really really artistic..well he also laid on everything he could to..and did everything he wanted to..
he laid on speaker(column) and lying on his back put his feet behind his head...
Aw, also his red suit as priest...
Fred was jumping all the time playing guitar, Twiggy was artistic...
Darkness.....Marilyn Manson appeared holding 4 big red clothes
- Are you ready, the beautiful people ...
Hey you ....everybody sang again, danced, energy...
The end.
- It's the last day on Earth, and i think you deserve another one song
We love hate
we hate love
We love hate
we hate love
We love hate
we hate love
Crowd repeated all the time....Energy...and yes ...Irresponsible hate Anthem...
No words to describe this atmosphere!It was such a pleasure to hear 2 more songs..cuz. in Russia they didn't sing them...:333 Moreover, song The Last Day on Earth was sung only TWICE First time in December, 1998....And Second time in Kiev December 2012. Isn't it cool, huh? To be witness of such a big event.
And also in the end of concert MM made the sign of the cross of all of us as priest ...so cute :3
In the end the rest of band throw mediators, papers, bottles etc. into the crowd.
After concert some fans stayed, and waited for MM for 2 hours till midnight. He waved to them, smiled, and said good bye..But i was already in subway listening to MM in my mp3.
This day was one of the happiest days in my life...I still still can't believe in everything,,,and i can't realized...i can''t..
Thanks to Mr. Manson for this big show, and cheap prices
Hope to see them again in Spring ....
Sunday, December 16, 2012
November+December
I think it will be better to write a list of thing that happened to me....
Well, 1. I've already conveyed documents in American Uni in Bulgaria...well...half of them ;)
It's kind of strange to apply there i dunno, i will hope for scholarship and fin.aid but will see...
Ridiculous situation...well i love Kiev cuz. it makes me think about a lot of important stuff that happened...And this time i was at the same place ...where i visited concert of my favorite band, where i participated in exchange program to US, where is Bulgarian department i got visa there for AUBG camp....And distance between these buildings like 200 meters and toooo much sweet memories :33
So, this time i was walking down street and suddenly i've seen Billa market...In Bulgaria we used to go there...i even didn't know that we have these shops, and nearby Prego...OMG PREGO..Long pizza....cafe nearby dorms in camp..:3333 Pretty cool, huh?
Anyway, 1 week to prepare all documents till deadline !! Only 1 week ...20 pages of documents,only hardcore ...Feel like a hero :333 Essay, marks, Diplomas....woaahhh....I just made noise all over the school Duuude I need documents !!! ...Recommendations..!! ....And 1 point for me ...
1 recommendation letter from American ^^...yyyaaayyy....
2. I've successfully passed aubg screening test smth. like mini grammar test ...And started my preparation for TOEFL ans SAT....wooaahh....
3. Again, Again ....my life proved that ...there is nothing impossible..and nothing happens just llike that...At the beginning i've failed school english olympiad ..was upset ..okay...well we had the same place and we both really good in english...same level..but not my day.....So, i hadn't to go to city olympiad....NO....I realized that...cuz. nothing can happen...documents are ready..results are ready..bye bye...As one evening 2 week before olympiad my teacher calls me and says that i have a chance to go there ... I was too shocked and perhaps till 2 day befor olympiad couldn't realized what had happened.... It was impossible!...Well, the results aren't soo cool...cuz. not my day...writing section 'i've written awesome with quotes, proverbs ...good but ...i've understood topic differently a little bit soo..in conclusion i got 0 points..that declined my chances to win smth...okay...it's not the end
4. We had the week of foreign languages...Our stand was about famous people of Great Britain..And guess what...I've written about Princess Diana, Depeche mode, Queen and Hurts ..yyyayyy..so British ^^
5. Have a lot of study with history,i'm writing the biggest summaries.
6. It's snowing!! And it's -10C....Huuuhh.....
7. I've changed my point of view about some my past friends..and understood how stupid i was when i helped them..i thought these people are good but at the end they betrayed me and told false facts about me... BUT i have another friend ..and I do believe she's really a good and honest person....
8 I understood that most of my close friends are abroad and far away from me...
9. This week every night i have nightmares EVERY NIGHT ....hmmm..But at 7 day I had a beautiful, marvelous dream about and with Wisconsin...
Oh, this feeling when u truly happy in ur dreams ...I was like crazy ...crazy dream but full of good emotions and Cute American :33333333 Wisconsin, smile......Yyyaaayyy
10. In general i'm obsessed with the idea how to pass all exams for aubg successfully ...
Well, 1. I've already conveyed documents in American Uni in Bulgaria...well...half of them ;)
It's kind of strange to apply there i dunno, i will hope for scholarship and fin.aid but will see...
Ridiculous situation...well i love Kiev cuz. it makes me think about a lot of important stuff that happened...And this time i was at the same place ...where i visited concert of my favorite band, where i participated in exchange program to US, where is Bulgarian department i got visa there for AUBG camp....And distance between these buildings like 200 meters and toooo much sweet memories :33
So, this time i was walking down street and suddenly i've seen Billa market...In Bulgaria we used to go there...i even didn't know that we have these shops, and nearby Prego...OMG PREGO..Long pizza....cafe nearby dorms in camp..:3333 Pretty cool, huh?
Anyway, 1 week to prepare all documents till deadline !! Only 1 week ...20 pages of documents,only hardcore ...Feel like a hero :333 Essay, marks, Diplomas....woaahhh....I just made noise all over the school Duuude I need documents !!! ...Recommendations..!! ....And 1 point for me ...
1 recommendation letter from American ^^...yyyaaayyy....
2. I've successfully passed aubg screening test smth. like mini grammar test ...And started my preparation for TOEFL ans SAT....wooaahh....
4. We had the week of foreign languages...Our stand was about famous people of Great Britain..And guess what...I've written about Princess Diana, Depeche mode, Queen and Hurts ..yyyayyy..so British ^^
5. Have a lot of study with history,i'm writing the biggest summaries.
6. It's snowing!! And it's -10C....Huuuhh.....7. I've changed my point of view about some my past friends..and understood how stupid i was when i helped them..i thought these people are good but at the end they betrayed me and told false facts about me... BUT i have another friend ..and I do believe she's really a good and honest person....
8 I understood that most of my close friends are abroad and far away from me...
9. This week every night i have nightmares EVERY NIGHT ....hmmm..But at 7 day I had a beautiful, marvelous dream about and with Wisconsin...
Oh, this feeling when u truly happy in ur dreams ...I was like crazy ...crazy dream but full of good emotions and Cute American :33333333 Wisconsin, smile......Yyyaaayyy
10. In general i'm obsessed with the idea how to pass all exams for aubg successfully ...
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