Prom

  It's really difficult to find all words, to express myself, to calm down...cuz. that's all...

Im like in depression all day today... but anyway, it's just difficult...to leave school

So, now im officially finished school, i'm nit a pupil anymore...

And how was my prom....

Early in the morning we had to go to school to sign some papers, so school could gave us our diploma. 

Going to school i've met my teacher, so we had some talk, and i was telling that ...omg no school, i'll be 30 soon  :DD But it was quite cute you know," where r u going pretty?", -"um, to school, to sign, the paper :D" 

Then like after 3,5 hours my hair-do was made. I've even had a real rose in my hair :33

SOOO Prom 

I was alone in a yellow bright  dress :DD mostly there were pink  dresses...

Firsly, we've had an official part, when we were receiving our diploma, and we were giving a concert.

So, the principal congratulated us....it was really honest ! And form by form, one by one, we got the diploma... i was smiling every moment being on stage  :DD

omg my turn....my name was said ....okay....so...yes...i got my high school diploma!!! ( the principal said "Diana, u look like a greek goddess" ) ^.^

I shaked her hand, was ready to turn back, as vice principal (teacher of Chemistry:3)said in microphone " And also Diana is awarded Diploma for Outstanding Achievements in learning Art and Culture" ) I was like WHAT O_O Which diploma? ? OMG Art and Culture :33 omg i didn't expect to get smth like this AT ALL... .AWWW love my Arts teacher <3

The cutest moment ever

Then seniors have prepared concert...I've performed twice, ( acc me as others had some words that we've said......mine words were special, cuz. i really liked them , and was telling from my heart )

And our class, have sung a song, that our classmate has written on her own, it was dedicated to our Class Teacher....it was so honest, and cute... " We are thankful to you, we understand that it was not soo easy, Thank you, thank you, we're thankful to you" . Even our teacher of ukrainian has cried...how cute it was..:) Because we really love our class teacher, and we're thankful to her.




After an official part, we've celebrated our prom in a cafe........Food...DISCO 0_0 omg it's deserved to study 11 years, but UNBELIEVABLE

We were dancing with our teachers ....mostly....with...teacher of History...YES HISTORY...omg ...she was amazing in it...really good....omg....Every 5 mins i was tired...!! But SHE was more active than me O__O No, i swear, i was too tired....so i couldn't dancing, but she still has had soo much energy....Where she gets from all energy ?? O__O Awesome 

After a while  we were dancing with other teachers too ll together...principal, ukrainian and history teachers, nd chemistry teacher ( i was dancing near her :33...so she asked where is the rest of my dress cuz. it was short (so, it was double, long and short -for disco)) 

Can u just imagine that? :D DANCING!!! But i've even pine-applethough :,D

Then in some skit in cafe, i was playin' a tree :DD And i dragged a paper ...what my fate is saying....and  it was RING on the image :DD ring !! 

Acc we've had lots of fun there :DD  Dancing until 4.30 am !! :D 

At 5 am we've gone to the local some kind of park...and we've let free to our balloons makinga wish :,) 

Ah....5 am we were pretty tired tho :333 

But still yaaaay 

Bye bye school, 

Hello new part of life ,

It's unusual...but i've finished school! Im not pupil anymore...my heart and smile will be in school forever

But i'll come back..... 

To be continued <3

School is out forever :,(

Yes, this day has come....the day when i should say goodbye to my school, to the happiness that my teachers gave me, to the copybooks and tests, and speeches on history.
It's too difficult to me to forget all my favorite teachers, and u know...this situation and these emotions are the same when i've left camp...strong emotions, and tears on nights...
So, how was it....

We are the luckiest ever....because it was raining all night before, and in the middle of lineyka- (that's when all pupils are standing form by form making a square). It was an awesome moment when suddenly it began to rain ( bur acc as far as i remember it wasn't raining for 5-6 yrs on the last bell, so we're kind of special in this sense). So , i bet everyone will remember our last bell :DD

Next, FIRST TIME in our school, we've let go to pigeons...And i bet it was unforgettably too.
Also, in Ukraine we have a tradition when all alumni wear "soviet union" school uniforms ( really, in soviet union everyone was wearing to these unifroms!!). My pigeon was eager to fly, but i've tried to calm it ...

Well, then we let go to our balloons, mine has luckily flew away ^^ Acc i've also had yellow balloon and yellow flowers :,D
Then, awww, we've presented flowers to our teacher, and we've given them an invitation to our prom..Of course i was giving an invitation to my Art teacher :33 Anndd....i've completely forgotten to give her a copybook as a gift ( cuz. gifts were on the other side, plus i was panicking, crying etc.)....
But at the end i've come to her and i've almost cried saying sorry cuz. i've just forgotten, omg i was almost crying...then Art teacher hugged me, and didn't let me go..OMG she's so kind and cute....ahah she was joking cuz. i was like - kill me please; - of course i'll do....)) ^^ she's so cute....love her.

ALSO we've exchanged gifts with kids from 1st form...Well it was awkward too...everyone was running, and i couldn't find a kid to give my present to...I was like....AAAA...was standing in the middle of square disappointed, as suddenly i've seen one small boy, who  also was standing in the middle disapointed...Nobody around...AWWW THE CUTEST MOMENT EVER
Anyway i'm happy that i've found  kid to give my present to ^^




This day was full of tears, but i promised to come back on winter from Bulgaria and visit my teachers...I'll do it...I PROMISE....
So, also my dreams came true....because i've taken photos with my teacher of chemistry....chemiiistryyy ^^
And with others my favorite teachers too...
You know, yes it's hard to leave but it was worth it to hear THESE WARM,SINCERE WORDS from teachers

I've dreamt to hear them for a long time...and this day i was honestly talking with my teacher and i've told them how i was happy to see them in school, how they've made me smile all the time...
ALL my teachers hugged me with a such huge sincere...with smile on their faces...I won't forget them at all, i can't do that.

Anyway my chemistry teacher promised to skype with me, she promised!!! :D
What's strange,  it seems that earlier teacher were not soo close to alumni...idk...but ths day they were REALLY crying!!! they were crying that we leave school...omg...

I really admire all me favorite and sincere teachers...I will say that i've heard a lot of warm words from  them..and i'm happy that i've had such sincere talks with them!
By the way, i was wearing bow that i've worn in 1st grade!!!


Well second part was when we've spent like 2 hours in our local attraction park....where i've tried mini American slights....I WON'T GO THERE AGAIN... It was sooo scary-strange, so fast ...omg ...my first words when i've sit on slight were "I love chemistry" :DD

And the last part,  we've spent the rest of day at some kind of camp, with lake and grass ...We've had lots of fun there different teeterboards and FOOD....We also were sailing the boat...and acc were having fun there...
And yeah...we've had the most epic end of everything, when the driver of our bus began to fight with smn's parent...Everything was okay....But...Well...Okay )

 AND now exam week....yaaayyy

P.S. sorry for mistakes...cuz. i''m too exhausted

Der Abschluss

The last German lesson has ended. So, now i have B2 level on German ^^
Last 2 weeks we've had exams, so actually ( because i haven't had much time to learn it very hard) i got perhaps  (from 5) two 4+ and one 4 (on writing, yeah grammar :\) And guess what, well we've had 44 topics to prepare for, cuz. each of them will be on exam, but at home i've trained only one ( it was abt the best school memory etc.) ....And randomly i've picked the topic, i've prepared xDD Yaayyy
Okaym at home, i've recognized that my German speaking skills are terrible...cuz. it's much harder for to speak german, maybe not enough vocabulary....anyway i even didn't watch movies in german, so actually i didn't have any practice :\\
On exam, we've had on person, who wasn't our teacher at all, so everything was independently cuz. she put us marks....

And yeeeahh my turn...
Ahaha...smile in my face yaayy
So, i was telling about the teacher's day, when i was a vice principal...how i've drunk coffee in teachers room, and how i've tought one lesson in the 1st form^^ I've used lots of cute words....and smiiille ^^

I was talking, as usual, very very long...But with happiness and smile.
And actually i was shocked because I was talking!!

So, tadaaam...i've got my first 5 , on skill that i didn't expect to receive this mark at all....
Yaaayyy....B2 level
here we gooo

Letter from the United Kingdom :,D

OMG OMG OMG OMG JUST OH MY GOSH
 AAA... I can't believe it...
Today I have finally received a letter from ENGLAND, from my pen-pail super-mustache-English friend Erin :,DD
I'm soo happy , gosh all these stuff are awesome...!
I've felt myself a real English :,DD
Okay, let's start from the beginning
I was learning history, I was bored as suddenly , I was notified that YES a small parcel post, is over here... I was too shocked.
Btw. love my, cuz.  post Erin has sent the letter on 14th of March, but it came here on 20th of April well okay. BUT WHERE WAS MY LETTER ALL THESE 20 DAYS ?? cuz. i've receieved a notification on 10th of May.
I have an idea, perhaps all the post workers were coming to watch at my super- royal- letter :333
Cuz, just imagine, I bet my city hasn't seen a real letter from England :,DD

Sooo, as fast as i could i got to the post, and yyaay i got it :,DDD :,DDD
AAAA, i wanted to open the letter, but i have had to wait a little, to take a pic of it. :,DD
I was like awww that's an English letter...
Firstly I was shocked cuz. it's quite heavy and secondly it has a real English super-royal mark, with a Queen on it. :,D ITS SO COOL. :,D

So, finally i got home, aaaand the moment of truth ...i've opened it :DD
AAAAwww THANK U ERIN ! <3
 I took the first envelope with postcard, and only after a while i've recalled to my memory that YAY i've had a birthday :,DD Cuz. it was a super- birthday card :33 And it has a train ticket inside :,D ( it's so expensive to go by train :\ )  BUT i also have a real aaa REAL postcard with an english bus...( and taxi O.O - really strange taxi...it seems as it has run  away from 70s :D )  But it's the best birthday card i've ever had for me :,DD SO, happy ...lots of happiness . AND ITS AN ENGLISH WRITING THERE ahah :DD

Also there is a real letter from ENGLISH! from almost London-citizen :,D There are 2 pages of it.... And it really looks that, it's really English, because of handwriting and words that Miss Erin has used xDD AWESOME LETTER.

Oh, and by the way, i've spent 20 min just sniffing to all leaflets ( yay, new word leaflets oooo:,D). Because everything smells ENGLISH :O

What else I love is that inside these advertisment stuff, there is an advertisment of Wicked the Musical, and Hard rock cafe, omg Erin idk how, but u have guessed all the stuff that i love. Cuz. Wicked ....That's my dream, i want to see it once !! :3 

Also, there are like 2 maps, that i think is really useful for me, soo i hope i won't get lost in London :D 

Thames :D river, river or Thames clippers xDD Woohhooooo !!! 

Omg there are much more stuff, and i love all of them ...I'll keep sniffing to them xDDD 

Thank you Erin :** <3 

April

The hardest and perhaps the most flourished month has finished. Well, nothing super-fantastic hasn't happened. I'm full of studying, last school year though :,D I dunno if mentioned it, so i've done a project for some competition about extincted animals etc. I was full with this projecr, cuz. i was eager to do it as best as it possible. And i hope, i did. :,3 Hah, i was so nervous showing it to my teachers, but they like it very much, yyaay. My chemistry teacher even pointed out that, i have an eye on projects, cuz. i can choose the proper music for video, catch attention, make it creative and interesting. I was so pleased to haer that from them, so i've even received two highest marks on chemistry :,333 omg, chemistry, yyaay.

I'm really impressed of my marks, because they are brilliant *.* That's a pity that i don't apply in ukrainian university, so acctually my marks don't play such a big role, but well...

I was preparing, and still preparing reports on history...I suppose, it's endless. :,D But i like to make them, but it's exhausting sometime. Also, my history teacher pointed out that i can catch an attention of the audience, so she asked if i have thought about applying on journalistic faculty. POINT. :,D I do....apply there.

School is almost finished, there are 6 off days, because of some um national holidays. Just imagine spent hald of your life in school *.* woof 11 years. My letter from England is still flying somewhere *.* have no idea when i will finally or not receive it.

Ahhah...what's interesting that signs are following me xDD
Well, everything has happened in one day, i bought in school cornflakes, as it turned out they were made by an American Recipe ( America)
Next....spontaneously i went to the some office ...paper on door stating (permanent residence in Bulgaria)
( Bulgaria)
My mom bought chiffon for my dress,...inscription on cloth stating smth. like royal London whatever
( London)
Ummm...

Nothing special has happened on April...okay...here are some photos..just like that ...i'll name it Ukrainian Spring, whatever.

American University in Bulgaria

Well, i think, there is no need to hide it, cuz. i've already posted it here , but i'll say again, that, yes, i've been accepted to the American University in Bulgaria, and it is an American University, but on August i will start with ELI, this is an English Language Institute in the AUBG. Moreover, i'll be a part of student life, so i'll be able to take part in all these super cool activities.  After 1 year studying in ELI i'll pass some tests like TOEFL and SAT once again.  It's really hard to explain  this system. ._.

This is an American university, situated in Blagoevgrad, Bulgaria. I've already been there, in the summer camp :,3. It's the best university in the western europe, so i'm lucky to go there, and have a chance to start my studying. It's completely American, there are american teachers, also some of them  are bulgarians. I will study in English of course, Plenty of students from other countries, culture experience. There is an american system of education etc, like admissions office, counselors, administrative assistants, international student services etc. There are lockers in the university too( well, i've seen them at least :,D ) 

There are huge library like in  the US , nice campuses, moreover there is grass !! :,D

(photos were taken from https://www.facebook.com/AUBGcurious?fref=ts ) 

So, i don't regret that i'll go there this August. It's a new part of my life. My dream partly came true.  It's really interesting that also, there are lots of  activities. Ex. volunteering, some environmental days, as i know they also have a student government,  their own drama (theatre) classes, so i hope it's possible to join drama and just have awesome trainings. 

Well, it's really hard process to go there. Cuz.i need to change my international passport to an adult passport but im not 18y.o. that's harder, but still possible. I need to gather lots of documents, apply for "D' visa, ah, okay. 

If smn. is interested you can try anofficial aubg site  (www.aubg.bg )

Well, hope i've opened smn. eyes or not, so now you know more about my studying. 

The last day i'm 16.

 So, tomorrow is my birthday.  Everyday I think abt my life, future etc. And i really see a big difference between hw was earlier and now. Honestly, as i said I've changed, my lifeis changing, and my dreams come true. I used to believe that one day i'll see America, that i will have friends, that i will see London and Manchester, etc.
  Honestly, now i'm happy because i have friends, but they all are far away from me :\ but it's okay. If earlier I was upset that i have no friends here, or it's difficult to me to chat and have smth in common with them, so now i know that really i'm different, they are different and we have nothing in common. And it's not my fault, i just live in another world, the real one. Where i'm happy.
   I was thinking, how many happened with me in my 16. Gosh i'm only 16, and i already know where i will study. ( Moreover, i'll received an official letter from aubg ...Gosh the real Bulgarian letter frim American Uni O_O :33), i was on 2 concerts and ob both of them i received autographs, took photos and have smth. that will remind abt these great times. None of my previous "friends" can say tht they communicate with people from another countried, they are not interested in it... But i have ...have real friends. Noone can say that they obtained visa for themselves without any help of adults or parents.
  I'm really thankful to my life, and people who turned me back into real life, who proved tht there is nothing impossible, and discovered ,yself as a really OMG super-crazy-funny person :))
  And i'm happy now, because i proved tht i can do smth. Btw. now i don't care abt exams for our Ukrainian Unis cuz. i won't study in them. I'm happy tht i will study in another country.  So, i'm not so stupid as smb. might think? And now i can say that i have a real life, and i know what i want.

   I used to dream, and my life shows me and really does everything tht my dream could come true. Perhaps, i will never belive tht, once especially when i'm 16, i will have an opportunity to chat with and see and get acquainted with real Americans. I remember how i was 12 and watched Animal Cops on tv where they rescued animals, i liked to watch the Americans simple houses, i was eager to study in American college etc. Then at 14-15 I was super dreaming abt England, abt Manchester . I was so happy when i could chat with smn. from all these places. But i couldn't imagine tht i will have an opportunity to turn all of that into reality .

  I see how my life shows my the right way. And anyway i'm not upset anymore that i have no friends here, and can't chat with them. I don't care about what people think about me. Because I know that i have real friends, and i'm a kind and honest person. If you don't want to see me real, so i can't help you.


  And now other super wow gosh news . I have a cute English friend ( haha..finally not American :,D). And we got acquainted like a year ago. So, yesterday we both have sent letters to each other. OMH this is sooo exciting :DD And also after letters we will send to each other some package. AAAA. I can't wait for real English thing and stuff :)))
   Moreover, we want, we'll try, we hope that i can maybe come to England...There are a lot of points we need to figure out . But, u know, i've imagined that i will have an opportunity to see the real super England with its streets, houses..and English accent :)) GOSH ! ENGLAND O.O And im only 16 ...was.

    Other news, that i hope you all know my super passion to chemistry. I just like it because we have a really nice teacher. And for 4 or more idk yrs i wanted, studied, tried to prove, show tht im good at it. I was trying to study it really hard..and I even can't believe my ears...That now i'm good in chemistry. My dream and my aim came true. I used to dream to hear these words, to hear compliment from teacher who i like so much. And im so happy that she recognized me as a good student...but Im so happy :333

    As i said earlier, i've already received an official letter from aubg... And i think that i will go to Bulgaria this fall to study on courses. We'll what it would be. And i hope at least next year i will have an awesome birthday, cuz. this year i even won't celebrate it :\ And moreover, i have a really bad thorethroat just before my b-day, so i even didn't go to school today. I should be so lucky....

 Still hope for a miracle on b-day, but not really. :( Hope the person whose congratulation i want to see the most will write me...Anyway happy b-day to me :33
Life is not so bad tho...
I'm happy.
:D
Go England !