I'm crying cuz. of happiness. Nothing so special happened, but so simple stuff made me the happiest ...so happy ...I haven't this feeling since camp. I've just felt happiness , i'm so happy ...that ...i swooned...hahah...almost..
What has happened ...Well, I had a project work in school about Leadership...I knew that yup, i need this topic, cuz. i was highly-interested in it. To begin with, I prepared myself really good, cuz. it was interesting.... I'm really thankful to communication skills classes in AUBG camp, cuz. We talked there about leadership, we even prepared a speech at the end of week :3 So, it wasn't so hard to recognize all of that. And i've used that experience as well. I remember how we talked and watched there about M.L.King's speech " I have a dream", as we discussed that.So, preparing here, I was eager to share my experience and knowledge from camp. I was telling about M.L.King as a great leader about J.Kennedy etc....
I was telling my speech so exiting, and interesting. Thanks to com.skills classes....
I've received the HIGHEST mark!! Our teacher is really strict and it's hard to get high mark, cuz. u should really know what are u talking about...And this is the first time EVER when i got this mark.. And this is the first time when she put this kind of mark (as far as i remember) .THE HIGHEST the most most most most highest.
I'm so proud :,)
But it's not the end ....
After that I shared on facebook about this cool experience...
And then...Omg ...Ahahah...IT WAS OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.......
Katelyn from camp and other PC Volunteer from camp too (cool dude) they both liked my post....Nothing special...huh...BUT I WAS SO SHOCKED that my blood pressure just jumped ahaha..I was almost crying... Idk. perhaps from shock cuz. i didn't expect THAT ! But ...It made me so so so happy :3333
And what's next I shared my huge happiness with my left-handed friend from Bulgaria about that...And guess what, then she wrote how we really love our Bulgarian volunteers ( that's true ALL OF THEM ...:)) And sure, she tagged me there -_- cuz. she wrote how exited i was and i am ....ahaha...And then Katelyn commented that..
Omg ..it's really seems like ....what...HAAAAAPPINESS...
So, Im just dancing on my computer table ....And guess what ....I'm happy !
I do Love Americans ^___^
Life is Beautiful!
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Monday, January 14, 2013
Small-walking
Well, after couple my "vacation" weeks, finally i decided to go somewhere....Cuz. i'm sitting all day near computer and studying, learning, practicing etc.
The main problem now is that i can't manage my time-schedule at all....at all...
I'm sort of person who prefer to work at night, u know no noise, nobody disturbs u, silence...
As i said my "creative" time is 4 Am....Then i started to draw till 7 Am
Well, not cool
But i can't do anything at day, cuz. well, everything just catch ur attention and u forget about ur work .
So, after some kind of lazy-wake up, nope, i can't imagine how would it be when i come back to school , and school is...on Tuesday ....omg O___O i have to do homework ahah...
But while my studying i even couldn't see any vacations...okayy...
Well, today i met with my friend from my class, and we went for some presents for my foreign friends... :33
I've bought some special Ukrainian souvenirs but it's not enough U_u
Can't find a lot of these stuff here ..in Ukraine...woah..
But smth, i found..
Then we went to eat smth. and guess what ahaha..
as usual in cafe starts to play music that makes me remember about my past life, good memories....or missing memories At first it was beatles- fool car and then Lady in red ...*___*
Then a little bit more walking, photos, snow, and bye bye...
idk...it's different ...if u know what i'm talking about ...
But anyway it was nice...
The main problem now is that i can't manage my time-schedule at all....at all...
I'm sort of person who prefer to work at night, u know no noise, nobody disturbs u, silence...
As i said my "creative" time is 4 Am....Then i started to draw till 7 Am
Well, not cool
But i can't do anything at day, cuz. well, everything just catch ur attention and u forget about ur work .
So, after some kind of lazy-wake up, nope, i can't imagine how would it be when i come back to school , and school is...on Tuesday ....omg O___O i have to do homework ahah...
But while my studying i even couldn't see any vacations...okayy...
Well, today i met with my friend from my class, and we went for some presents for my foreign friends... :33
I've bought some special Ukrainian souvenirs but it's not enough U_u
Can't find a lot of these stuff here ..in Ukraine...woah..
But smth, i found..
Then we went to eat smth. and guess what ahaha..
as usual in cafe starts to play music that makes me remember about my past life, good memories....or missing memories At first it was beatles- fool car and then Lady in red ...*___*
Then a little bit more walking, photos, snow, and bye bye...
idk...it's different ...if u know what i'm talking about ...
But anyway it was nice...
Friday, January 11, 2013
New Year=New Life=New Opportunities
Right, it's 2013 now.And i've decided to make a simple schedule like u know...things i'm thankful for...things that happened to me this year or just what i've learned etc.
1. A lot of things have changed including me, well after flex where i haven't gone to US, i realized it's not all, so last year i've learned actually It was my First step into another world, into new opportunities. Just simple advices are to be yourself, to be happy and to be leader. I'm thankful for all these crazy-waiting days. Firstly, after flex all documents, deadlines etc. important stuff seem to me not so difficult. Moreover i don't panic now :D - Take it easy. It was really a good lesson for my life and ...anyway, just go through all difficulties they r not so hard as they seem to be...
2. Abroad is another life.. completely another people...another cultures... And i like it....After becoming friends with people from another countries i started to be interested in their countries. Btw. they became to me smth. more then just name of a country...
3. Well thanks for Bulgaria, and for Americans and my ALL friends... The best summer ever, and another feelings...Not jealousy feeling right? Feeling when you are truly happy with all your heart. You are happy! You are HAPPY! Nobody looks at you , everyone is as they want to be...no rumors... Seems like a dream but....dudes just begin to be happy...and show you real....Stop this jealous feeling, pessimism..It's not who you are. There is another world, completely.
4. No panic
5.I love Kiev...cuz. of all buildings that are situated almost nearby each other..and it's a big city though xD...but thanks to memories...Love Kiev.
6. Became to be more independent. Just begin with Bulgaria...cuz. i've almost done everything for myself...i mean i found information, found site..and soo? So? Just did it ...I wrote a small letter directly to camp-director cuz. i needed more information...I gathered all the necessary documents for visa...I got visa without any these tourists companies....Well thank you.
7. Concert of Marilyn Manson....etc....:33
8.Realized that mostly my friends are far away from me...people who understand me and ..aww..i miss each of you :*
9. My pen-pails friends are closer for me ............ even we haven't seen each other but we communicate everyday...well
10. Realized that i have to run away from here...Nope, I love Ukraine more that just love...it's MY country...just i hate corruption and unfair attitude to simple people. When really person who is smart can't afford or go to our university cuz. of corruption ...you'll have to pay if you want to pass exam not everywhere not everytime but ....it happens, unfortunately, a lot of times. And not serious attitude on ,....well just most of things are depend on how many acquaintances you have in these centers,companies, competitions....
And my wish list for this year, or thing i'd like to do
1. To play guitar
2. Visit more concerts ...to be happy...etc.
3. More Americans
4. Enter to University
5. To meet with all my friends again
6. Hope that peace will win sometime
7. To draw more ...well i've started to draw finally..or idk first time...FIRST.... i can say that i love drawing cuz. my creativity time begins at 4. am :D
8. Start to learn Greek, Latin...and perhaps other languages
9.Hope that everything wasn't just like that ;)
10.Hope this year most of my dreams will come true too...
Hope everybody's good dreams, wishes will come true. Wish you a good year, and sometime everybody will be happy ....
1. A lot of things have changed including me, well after flex where i haven't gone to US, i realized it's not all, so last year i've learned actually It was my First step into another world, into new opportunities. Just simple advices are to be yourself, to be happy and to be leader. I'm thankful for all these crazy-waiting days. Firstly, after flex all documents, deadlines etc. important stuff seem to me not so difficult. Moreover i don't panic now :D - Take it easy. It was really a good lesson for my life and ...anyway, just go through all difficulties they r not so hard as they seem to be...
2. Abroad is another life.. completely another people...another cultures... And i like it....After becoming friends with people from another countries i started to be interested in their countries. Btw. they became to me smth. more then just name of a country...
3. Well thanks for Bulgaria, and for Americans and my ALL friends... The best summer ever, and another feelings...Not jealousy feeling right? Feeling when you are truly happy with all your heart. You are happy! You are HAPPY! Nobody looks at you , everyone is as they want to be...no rumors... Seems like a dream but....dudes just begin to be happy...and show you real....Stop this jealous feeling, pessimism..It's not who you are. There is another world, completely.
4. No panic
5.I love Kiev...cuz. of all buildings that are situated almost nearby each other..and it's a big city though xD...but thanks to memories...Love Kiev.
6. Became to be more independent. Just begin with Bulgaria...cuz. i've almost done everything for myself...i mean i found information, found site..and soo? So? Just did it ...I wrote a small letter directly to camp-director cuz. i needed more information...I gathered all the necessary documents for visa...I got visa without any these tourists companies....Well thank you.
7. Concert of Marilyn Manson....etc....:33
8.Realized that mostly my friends are far away from me...people who understand me and ..aww..i miss each of you :*
9. My pen-pails friends are closer for me ............ even we haven't seen each other but we communicate everyday...well
10. Realized that i have to run away from here...Nope, I love Ukraine more that just love...it's MY country...just i hate corruption and unfair attitude to simple people. When really person who is smart can't afford or go to our university cuz. of corruption ...you'll have to pay if you want to pass exam not everywhere not everytime but ....it happens, unfortunately, a lot of times. And not serious attitude on ,....well just most of things are depend on how many acquaintances you have in these centers,companies, competitions....
And my wish list for this year, or thing i'd like to do
1. To play guitar
2. Visit more concerts ...to be happy...etc.
3. More Americans
4. Enter to University
5. To meet with all my friends again
6. Hope that peace will win sometime
7. To draw more ...well i've started to draw finally..or idk first time...FIRST.... i can say that i love drawing cuz. my creativity time begins at 4. am :D
8. Start to learn Greek, Latin...and perhaps other languages
9.Hope that everything wasn't just like that ;)
10.Hope this year most of my dreams will come true too...
Hope everybody's good dreams, wishes will come true. Wish you a good year, and sometime everybody will be happy ....
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